By Adriaan van Ginkel

Yonarkys’ only big
trip ever has been from her birth village in the Llanos to the capital Caracas.
Her cousin has been to Miami once or twice, but she never left the country till
now. She has no passport, no money to travel, and ever since her husband left
her and her newborn baby, she has had quite a hard time mending all ends in the
beginning. She has no contact to any American “gringo”, she knows no
foreigners, so why should anyone arrest her? There was a time she voted for
Hugo Chavez, who promised a better life for people like her living in the
enormous shantytowns, or barrios, and
for some years, life was becoming easier. She got married and settled down in a
little house crudely built of bricks in the middle of a big barrio sprawling over the hill tops of
southern Caracas. Ever since her husband left her for another, she and her baby
stayed in that little house. But the neighbors are kind, they help her out and
somehow, with the little she earns sowing clothes in a sweatshop nearby, she
ekes out a simple meagre living. At night, shots ring out near where she lives.
Next day, one or two malandros are
found dead on the pavement. Another gang shootout, that’s the way it goes every
single day. But like so many single mothers, she finds joy in her baby, in the
contacts with her neighbors. And she has some nice gossipy colleagues too, at
the sweatshop. She lives day by day, accepting her poverty as the only life she
knows, getting happy over what scarce things she can get after much pain and
effort. Her only concern now is to get that pack of diapers, move her sore feet
towards the cashier, pay, walk towards the bus that will take her to her home,
and then see what will come next. She plans to burn a candle in front of a
picture of the Virgin of Coromoto when she gets home, thanking her, as a
mother, for getting those diapers at a low price. Politics are just a far world
for Yonarkys. She has a distinct feeling that her place is at home and not on
the street protesting against those horrible queues and the scarcity, getting kicked
or beaten for some ideal that won’t change her life. Why should it? It’s the
life she knows, why should it change? Politicians are just a bunch of liars.
Next day, she will see where to get maize meal for making arepas, the local tortillas. And stand in another queue for hours,
like today.

Concepción doesn’t
need the dollars right now. But the anguish she feels, looking at her blocked
credit cards, is choking her. For her, as for the rest of her countrymen, life
hasn’t become easy since the economy began to collapse years ago. Every year,
she flew to Spain to visit her relatives. But now she hasn’t travelled for more
than a year. No dollars, no payable flight tickets. And now, the scarcity is
crawling into her house. She should be joining other mothers like Yonarkys in
the food queues. There is no milk, no oil, no chicken, and no laundry detergent
in the house. Two rolls of toilet paper which she will cut in half by the end
of the day. But she won’t stand in the queues. Not her. Not now. She has so
much trouble accepting the scarcity of everything. Accepting that she doesn’t
feel happy anymore in the country she was born in. Her life was normal,
according to first world standards, before politics started ruining everything
around her. Her standard of living,
despite her husband’s job as an accountant, descended every year a bit more.
She hated the government for so much time, she longs for it to fall. She blames
the sitting president for her blocked credit cards and for the scarcity in her
life.
She sighs. Maybe one of these days she will stand in a queue, to get
goods that get scarcer every day, at a reasonable price. The supermarket she
always frequented, now boasts empty shelves where she normally found her cheese
and the yoghurt she loves to take for breakfast. No matter how much her husband
makes now, the prices of what can be gotten in private shops, are off the roof,
unpayable. 30 dollars, according to the black market rate, for a piece of Swiss
cheese. Crazy.
Concepción won’t
accept for now that there are fewer and fewer differences between her and
Yonarkys. The gap is closing in Venezuela between scarce and scarcity. The
first one – Yonarkys’ life - is eternal, but livable poverty. The second one –
Concepción’s - is a horrific mental state that makes it impossible to bear the
poverty you experience - for the first time, for many.
Maybe one of these
days Concepción will have a nice chat with Yonarkys, although that chance is
remote. But I hope they will meet, and learn from each other. For the crisis
that lashes Venezuela could either split society into even more pieces than
now, or create a bond that will unite all mothers who suffer to feed their
families in such hard times.
Thanks for reading my
letter. Have a great week and till next Wednesday!
© Adriaan van Ginkel
2015
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