By Adriaan van Ginkel
Yonarkys
could be any hardworking Venezuelan housewife and mother. While I’m writing to
you, she could be standing in a kilometrical queue in front of a supermarket
anywhere in Venezuela with her child in her arms. For hours and hours, since
before dawn. Yonarkys was there already at 5.30 am. She put herself and her
baby behind an enormous queue of people who were already standing there all
night, despite warnings from the authorities not to do so. The drugstore opens
at 8.00 am. There is an acute shortage, nation-wide, of diapers. And of a lot
of other items. So when disposable diapers are distributed in some supermarket
or drugstore, mothers flock to that spot, baby in one arm (they have to show
them to the shop employees), and the birth certificate in her other hand. She
is a single mother, like so many. Standing in the queue, they wrote a number on
her arm with a marker. 164. And they only let twenty people in every 30
minutes. That means a waiting time of at least 4 hours on top of the time she
already spent in the queue, before she can enter the store. Finally, at about 12.30 pm, they let her in
with 19 other desperate mothers. Her ID is checked, the birth certificate is
checked as well, and then she gets permission from the shop employee to go to
the diaper stack. Soldiers from the Guardia
Nacional, toting their Kalashnikovs, are everywhere in the drugstore,
keeping an eye on the mothers. In case someone gets crazy,
screams,
or just starts complaining. Then they move in and arrest the hapless shopper.
For disturbing the peace and “fomenting social unrest”. If we believe the
latest statements of the Maduro government, everyone who is
complaining, getting into a fistfight with others for milk, diapers, shampoo or
toilet paper after standing 5 hours in the baking tropical sun with a number on
his arm, or even taking pictures of the sad scenes, is an agent paid by the U.S.
to provoke unrest and riots.
Yonarkys’ only big
trip ever has been from her birth village in the Llanos to the capital Caracas.
Her cousin has been to Miami once or twice, but she never left the country till
now. She has no passport, no money to travel, and ever since her husband left
her and her newborn baby, she has had quite a hard time mending all ends in the
beginning. She has no contact to any American “gringo”, she knows no
foreigners, so why should anyone arrest her? There was a time she voted for
Hugo Chavez, who promised a better life for people like her living in the
enormous shantytowns, or barrios, and
for some years, life was becoming easier. She got married and settled down in a
little house crudely built of bricks in the middle of a big barrio sprawling over the hill tops of
southern Caracas. Ever since her husband left her for another, she and her baby
stayed in that little house. But the neighbors are kind, they help her out and
somehow, with the little she earns sowing clothes in a sweatshop nearby, she
ekes out a simple meagre living. At night, shots ring out near where she lives.
Next day, one or two malandros are
found dead on the pavement. Another gang shootout, that’s the way it goes every
single day. But like so many single mothers, she finds joy in her baby, in the
contacts with her neighbors. And she has some nice gossipy colleagues too, at
the sweatshop. She lives day by day, accepting her poverty as the only life she
knows, getting happy over what scarce things she can get after much pain and
effort. Her only concern now is to get that pack of diapers, move her sore feet
towards the cashier, pay, walk towards the bus that will take her to her home,
and then see what will come next. She plans to burn a candle in front of a
picture of the Virgin of Coromoto when she gets home, thanking her, as a
mother, for getting those diapers at a low price. Politics are just a far world
for Yonarkys. She has a distinct feeling that her place is at home and not on
the street protesting against those horrible queues and the scarcity, getting kicked
or beaten for some ideal that won’t change her life. Why should it? It’s the
life she knows, why should it change? Politicians are just a bunch of liars.
Next day, she will see where to get maize meal for making arepas, the local tortillas. And stand in another queue for hours,
like today.
Meanwhile,
Concepción, a mother of two adolescents, is desperate. She lives at the other
end of Caracas, in a middle-class neighborhood. In Venezuela, you can hold a local
credit card, but the foreign currency you can pay with it electronically, has
to be permitted by the government. You cannot exchange dollars or euro’s just
like that at the bank, you need a permit, and they are extremely hard to come
by, if you are not connected, or enchufado,
to the government. And since there are more and more indications that the
government is running out of dollars, panic is being felt among many
Venezuelans. As in every year, a cupo
of US$ 300 is allotted to every credit card holder in the country to do
internet shopping, or some fantasy travelling – you won’t even survive a day on
Aruba with only 300 dollars. But this year, the cupos have been blocked. Yes, the government allowed the 300
dollars to every card holder. No, the bank is blocking the cards because of
“uncertainties”. Is there money, or isn’t it?
Concepción doesn’t
need the dollars right now. But the anguish she feels, looking at her blocked
credit cards, is choking her. For her, as for the rest of her countrymen, life
hasn’t become easy since the economy began to collapse years ago. Every year,
she flew to Spain to visit her relatives. But now she hasn’t travelled for more
than a year. No dollars, no payable flight tickets. And now, the scarcity is
crawling into her house. She should be joining other mothers like Yonarkys in
the food queues. There is no milk, no oil, no chicken, and no laundry detergent
in the house. Two rolls of toilet paper which she will cut in half by the end
of the day. But she won’t stand in the queues. Not her. Not now. She has so
much trouble accepting the scarcity of everything. Accepting that she doesn’t
feel happy anymore in the country she was born in. Her life was normal,
according to first world standards, before politics started ruining everything
around her. Her standard of living,
despite her husband’s job as an accountant, descended every year a bit more.
She hated the government for so much time, she longs for it to fall. She blames
the sitting president for her blocked credit cards and for the scarcity in her
life.
She sighs. Maybe one of these days she will stand in a queue, to get
goods that get scarcer every day, at a reasonable price. The supermarket she
always frequented, now boasts empty shelves where she normally found her cheese
and the yoghurt she loves to take for breakfast. No matter how much her husband
makes now, the prices of what can be gotten in private shops, are off the roof,
unpayable. 30 dollars, according to the black market rate, for a piece of Swiss
cheese. Crazy.
Concepción won’t
accept for now that there are fewer and fewer differences between her and
Yonarkys. The gap is closing in Venezuela between scarce and scarcity. The
first one – Yonarkys’ life - is eternal, but livable poverty. The second one –
Concepción’s - is a horrific mental state that makes it impossible to bear the
poverty you experience - for the first time, for many.
Maybe one of these
days Concepción will have a nice chat with Yonarkys, although that chance is
remote. But I hope they will meet, and learn from each other. For the crisis
that lashes Venezuela could either split society into even more pieces than
now, or create a bond that will unite all mothers who suffer to feed their
families in such hard times.
Thanks for reading my
letter. Have a great week and till next Wednesday!
© Adriaan van Ginkel
2015
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